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one day death will come She knows she's dieing
   and so does her family
she's fighting for them
   but she is miserable
   and she doesn't want to fight anymore

so fragile and delicate
her thin, smooth, white hair pushed against her pillow
her stiff joints, and weak bones, curl in the bed she lays in
her worn out, tore up skin is cold as ice
and her face is in pain
she just doesn't want to hurt anymore

so when god is ready...she is ready

then it happens, she feels the intense pain for a split second and she is gone
eyes closed, body tensed, she goes peacefully surrounded by people who care
and who donone day death will come by ~dancinglifeaway
fight lost tonight she sits alone
     in the fetal position,
          with a sunkin stomach
               and shattered dignity
sinking into her new purple silk bed spread
   and...
she begins to cry

the tears dance down her cheeks like razor blades
   cutting her skin, marking her skin, scaring her skin
and in their presence they leave behind
    a trail of hot blood that pours down her face
       as hefight lost by ~dancinglifeaway
My friend With blonde hair
and blue eyes
she fights
everyday

she does not give up
no matter how much she wants to
no matter how hard it gets
no matter how scary
or how painful
this girl won't go down
without a fight

She hides her tears
for no one to see
so they won't know
how she is breaking
so they won't know
how fragile she really is

but she can only fight
for so long
before she is broken and beaten
and too weak to go on
and that day
the disease will live in glory
live in glory...
while she dies in it's shadow
but she will die fighting
she will win in the begining
but a girl can only fight for so long
eventually
eveMy friend by ~dancinglifeaway
lie lie
lie to me
come on
i dare you

hurt me
pain me
make me cry
make me beg you to leave

lie to me and
hurt me deep
make me hurt from inside out

lie
lie
lie

lie to me
make me hate you
lie to my face
lie to my eyes
lie through your teeth
lie to my soul
lie to me

lie
lie
lielie by ~dancinglifeaway
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The stars in my eyes The way the stars shine,
When I look deep into your eyes
The world spins, and spins as they grow brighter and brighter
The moon, in the beautiful background glows faintly too
And I stare down, over each perfect feature in your face
Flawless.

And breathtaking, like you have stars fixed into your eyes,
They twinkle when I look at you, sparkle and shine
Like the are reflecting into my eyes too, making me beautiful, just like you
The shine, shine brighter.
Brighter with each pulse of your heartbeat, racing against mine

My heart beat matches with yours, a perfect match
Fitting together creating our two souls into one
Like the way The stars in my eyes by ~dancexaway
The scars that print your name I stumble at words, emotions for this
It’s all hurt and pain
But I don’t care any more
And it kills me

Blood falls down my skin,
Tickles down and down
And I watch it run,
Just watch it

Because this is me not caring

I’ll shatter all the glass,
From the vaise that the dried flowers lay
I’ll tare apart all the picutres, memories
That you gave me

I’ll throw everything away, Erase it all,
Except for the fresh scars that print your name
You can’t erase those,
You’ll always be a part of me

Because I honestly do really care..

I’ll  let my  skin sting,
And myThe scars that print your name by ~dancexaway
As I dance, dance I dance among the stars,
Leap, underneath the beautiful moonlight
I dance all the pain away,
Every spin, every turn
Leaves the hurt behind
One step closer to happiness

Spin, turn
Pain, pain

I push forward, on and on
I follow the path the moon has lit for me
Not knowing where it will take it,
I dance,
Dance away
Away and away

I pursue my routine,
Over and over, I wont stop
I’ll never stop
It’s like a spell has been casted apon me
Dance forever, you must

Leap, leap
Good-bye pain

And the spell ever so pushes me
Go further, go further
Just  d a n c e
Point your toes, harder
Like they mountAs I dance, dance by ~dancexaway
They wont stop Tears,  they fall
Heavily down my delicate face
Like a thunderstom in the night,
They don’t stop,
They wont stop

Overpowering my disire
To bring them to a hault,
To stop the crying, the despair
To finally smile,
To finally be happy

Like a little maisonette puppet,
Whose strings were cut
And I just fall,
Fall to the ground,
Helpless and broken

So I just lay there
Unwilling to get up, and try again
The tears, they fall
Heavily down my delicate face
Like a damaged soul, you cannot save

The tears,
They don’t stop,
They wont stopThey wont stop by ~dancexaway
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the 3's of me


Three names I go by (besides given name)
1. Emm
2. emmy
3. boondahquandah

Three Jobs I have had in my life
1. pooh's playhouse
2. Brandi's Place
3. U of M hospital nurse aide (current)

Three Places I have lived
1. Millington, MI
2. Gaines, MI
3. Linden, MI

Three Favorite drinks
1. Water
2. powerade/gatorade drinks
3. Juice

Three TV Shows that I watch
1. grey's anatomy
2. desperate housewives
3. ghost whisper

Three places I have been
1. 6 cities on cruise in mexico
2. LA
3. Chicago

People that call me regularly
1. Mom (everyone else usually texts)
2.
3.

Three of my favorite foods
1. pizza more
2. mac n cheese
3. watermelon


Three Things I am looking forward to
1. finishing school
2. getting my hair done
3. sam duncan show on saturday

Three Things that are always by your side
1. Cell Phone
2. purse
3. ?


now someone else do it so i can read your answers while im still bored.
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  • Interests: guard.singing.dancing.partying.friends.family.nursing
  • Favourite movie: MOULIN ROUGE.the notebook.a walk to remember
  • Favourite band or musician: HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD.jet black stare.paramore.Lady GaGa.evanescence.
  • Favourite genre of music: rock.
  • Favourite poet or writer: ashley messenger
  • Favourite photographer: ashley messenger
  • Favourite style of art: anything by allie fortino
  • Personal Quote: Every tear falls down for a reason

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~ixiblix Oct 13, 2007
RaNDom DEvIanT HuGZ!!! :handshake:
*glomps* :manhug:
Have a nice day!!


~Sarina

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"You know, yesterday I stood outside in the rain in an attempt to dissolve away or
disappear or be-

I try to see the point but I only see the pain my dreams cry when they're slain
I regain consciousness to blurry vision...."


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~dancinglifeaway Oct 21, 2007
=D

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I'd rather you hate me for everything I am, than you ever to love me for something that I'm not.
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~dancexaway Aug 22, 2007
:hump: :date: :smooch: :cuddle: :glomp:

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No smile is more beautiful as one that Has struggled through tears
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~dancexaway Aug 22, 2007
Hi bby =]

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No smile is more beautiful as one that Has struggled through tears
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